Chapter 81 - How Can He Not Dote On Her
Chapter 81 - How Can He Not Dote On Her
Thus the night passed by just like this , Madam Liu and Luo Chenxi didn\'t sleep nor did Su Wan and Lin Rui while their reasons for staying awake was completely different .
Su Wan sat up straight in her bed at the first ray of light through obscure as the sky was covered by clouds that flitted around . Pushing the locks of her hair , she took a final glance around her room and finally came to the conclusion that she was indeed wrong .
Last night she had brainstormed as much as possible and the more she thought , the more she realised that Lin Rui wasn\'t like her ex husband and nor were the others . She shouldn\'t brood on her past and cast doubtful eyes on her husbands just because Wang Tao cheated on her does not mean that Lin Rui will too .
After much pondering over her mistakes , she finally came to the conclusion that unlike Wang Tao , her current husbands had treated her really well . They don\'t push on the household work on her head like Wang Tao nor do they skimp on work saying they need to do this or do that , Wang Tao used to this every time she asked him for help , he would make excuses saying he needed to study and that he couldn\'t take time off right now .
But Lin Rui and the others weren\'t like that , they would dote on her and pamper her despite being poor . And from how hard working all her husbands were, it was clear that they had no bas habits either , then why did she react so strongly like that ?
It was only now did she realised why she acted like that , as much as she said that she might not trust another man ever in her life , the Lin brothers sincere attitude towards her had touched her heart and her heart have started to consider them as her own .
And when she saw that there was another woman who was trying to get in between her and Lin Rui , she - cough - got jealous .
She , a thirty year old woman stuck in the body of a fifteen year old girl actually got jealous of a girl who was uglier than her ! How embarrassing , what happened to her abundant confidence ? Why was she reacting like this ?
So childish !
Su Wan covered her face and stomped her feet , how was she supposed to face Lin Rui like this , will he tease her ? Or will he still be angry at her ?
Should she say that she was jealous and said something hurtful ?
But actually confessing that she was jealous that was just too embarrassing wasn\'t it ?
No! So what if it was embarrassing , she made a mistake and she need to amend it , she can\'t just sit here and hope that Lin Rui would come and patch things up with her ? And even if he does that , then it would mean that he was a gentleman but she wasn\'t an unreasonable lady either !
She can\'t just go all bratty and turn her face left , despite knowing that she was also in the wrong can she? ?
No she can\'t !
Now that Su Wan had decided what she wanted to do , she hurriedly jumped to her feet and tidied her clothes and hair before rushing out of her room to find Lin Rui . However , it turned out that she didn\'t need to search for him because the second she stepped out , Lin Rui who was pacing around in front of her room , stopped in his tracks then he too hurriedly walked over to her .
Last night , after his brother had guided him in the right direction , Lin Rui realised that instead of leaving Su Wan alone , he should have stayed together with her , tried to talk a little more with her . If he did maybe , Su Wan would have told him how she didn\'t like seeing another woman around him .
His actions last night was really stupid !
" Ah Rui"
" Wan Wan "
Both of them came to a stop in front of each other and Su Wan who was in such a hurry to explain herself and to reconcile with Lin Rui , she abruptly held his hands , clutching his wrists in the soft palms of her .
The soft touch , made Lin Rui shiver and he couldn\'t help but mentally give himself another kick in the head , if not for him being stupid he would have been able to sleep holding this soft hand last night , Aiye , he was so regretful - now for the sake of touching this softness again , he had to wait for a total of four days again ! So regretful !
" About last night -"
" Wan Wan last night -"
Both of them spoke together then stopped , almost against their will , their lips curved in a smile as they gazed at each other , where was the anger from last night ? If someone saw them like this , they might think that the both of them were truly and madly in love with each other .
Su Wan was dressed in a soft cotton pink dress that flickered around with the wind , because she haven\'t cleaned herself properly , the air messed her air as her ink like locks flew around with the wind , dressed in a pale blue shirt and pants , Lin Rui too looked handsome and dashing , together the both of them looked like a beautiful painting . If only Luo Chenxi could see these two together right now , she would know that it was impossible for her to actually come between them and how lacking she was .
" You go first " said Su Wan still smiling , now that she had seen Lin Rui\'s smiling face , she was a little relaxed at least he wasn\'t angry with her .
" No , you can go first " shaking his head said Lin Rui gently , now that he knew that Su Wan felt something for him , his gaze was even more soft and full of doting . At first this marriage was just a marriage of convenience but now , to Lin Rui it was much more , the soft buds of spring flowers had bloomed in his heart and warmth bubbled in his eyes as he gazed at his wife , this was his wife , the woman who loved? and adored? him despite his poor background , she loved and liked him for he was , not for what he will be - how can he not dote on her ?